And try very hard not to think of your election - any country’s election for that matter - climate crises and civilians being bombed…. just cats and dahlia tubers 🫣
Scratching the itch *is* the perfect metaphor for social media! I am a bit of a compulsive itch-scratcher, but fortunately mosquito bites — which I have largely learned to avoid — are my only real source of itchiness. I will now think of logging onto social media as going into a den filled with mosquitos.
It's so hard for me to find words right now to describe something that's so out of my control and yet will control how our life in the US will pan out the next decade. I've turned to distractions, reading, working, and just burying myself in something else until next week comes around. I'll deal with it when it gets here.
It's the U.S elections, but it also affects everyone globally. Self care, Yuezhong! Sounds like you're on it, because unless this is a completely undeniable landslide, there won't be a peaceful transfer of power.
Here bracing with you. Wishing (kind of) I had my expired bottle of lexapro on hand bc my generalized anxiety is on high. Instead I’m meditating walking running listening to music cooking delighting in my teens and doing my work. It’s all helping but….here we go.
In addition to *all this* I have started a new job - last Thursday I was on the road for 4+ hours, which thankfully will not be a regular thing, but it was stressful aaaaaand, I’m not sure if this position is going to work out or not. And, my 50th birthday is this Friday, and my mother is still not speaking to me for some made up victimization she feels, despite the fact that I just had surgery (breast reduction) and some complications last month. Friday also happens to be HER birthday. 🙄 I am SO TIRED. Especially since I didn’t have a job for 15 months. This work shit is for the birds!
Oh, this is a lot all at one time! I am sending you strength and last but not least, a BIG happy 50th birthday!! I know this age is complicated, and it sounds like you’re hitting the stuff all at once that’s not fun, but I hope the good stuff of turning 50 finds you too.
I am REALLY digging your inky cats... might be on to something with the ink. I think you should keep doing it, your work is more expressive with the ink.
I have dialed back my social media intake these days. I have to for my sanity. I am voting the way I feel is best, at this point, it seems almost futile to try to convince anyone else what I think is correct. I just need it to be over... sigh.
Thank you for articulating the distinct "unease" of the time so well. I have been breaking out in hives every time I read the news so I totally empathize w/the signal flairs!
Love your yin yang cats, algorithm and life goes on!!!!!
Thanks Carson! It was fun and freeing, which is what I’ve been struggling with. Might have to paint more!
Love the cats!
And try very hard not to think of your election - any country’s election for that matter - climate crises and civilians being bombed…. just cats and dahlia tubers 🫣
The world is indeed a lot. It’s so hard. important to balance otherwise I think I might implode 😅
Scratching the itch *is* the perfect metaphor for social media! I am a bit of a compulsive itch-scratcher, but fortunately mosquito bites — which I have largely learned to avoid — are my only real source of itchiness. I will now think of logging onto social media as going into a den filled with mosquitos.
And now *I* have the visual of logging onto social as going into a den of mosquitos. It actually is a really fitting metaphor!
It's so hard for me to find words right now to describe something that's so out of my control and yet will control how our life in the US will pan out the next decade. I've turned to distractions, reading, working, and just burying myself in something else until next week comes around. I'll deal with it when it gets here.
It's the U.S elections, but it also affects everyone globally. Self care, Yuezhong! Sounds like you're on it, because unless this is a completely undeniable landslide, there won't be a peaceful transfer of power.
Here bracing with you. Wishing (kind of) I had my expired bottle of lexapro on hand bc my generalized anxiety is on high. Instead I’m meditating walking running listening to music cooking delighting in my teens and doing my work. It’s all helping but….here we go.
I have faith. I do.
Sounds like you know what you need, Carrie. Big hugs xoxo
In addition to *all this* I have started a new job - last Thursday I was on the road for 4+ hours, which thankfully will not be a regular thing, but it was stressful aaaaaand, I’m not sure if this position is going to work out or not. And, my 50th birthday is this Friday, and my mother is still not speaking to me for some made up victimization she feels, despite the fact that I just had surgery (breast reduction) and some complications last month. Friday also happens to be HER birthday. 🙄 I am SO TIRED. Especially since I didn’t have a job for 15 months. This work shit is for the birds!
Oh, this is a lot all at one time! I am sending you strength and last but not least, a BIG happy 50th birthday!! I know this age is complicated, and it sounds like you’re hitting the stuff all at once that’s not fun, but I hope the good stuff of turning 50 finds you too.
Thank you so much. I truly have a wonderful life… just sometimes it all crashes down at once.
I am REALLY digging your inky cats... might be on to something with the ink. I think you should keep doing it, your work is more expressive with the ink.
I have dialed back my social media intake these days. I have to for my sanity. I am voting the way I feel is best, at this point, it seems almost futile to try to convince anyone else what I think is correct. I just need it to be over... sigh.
I'm bracing for next week too. Going to do my best to keep news checking to a minimum or at least not a maximum. This is the beginning of a marathon.
Thank you for articulating the distinct "unease" of the time so well. I have been breaking out in hives every time I read the news so I totally empathize w/the signal flairs!